Today, we worked more in our bus groups and I now feel very close to all of the East Riders. Tonight, I realized so many things for the first time. I realized that I do, truly, have so much love for the advocacies that we will be talking to at these schools. It just hit me tonight, that with all the Bible passages and rhetoric, they are people who are following a journey; a journey that is not unlike mine. I am glad that I finally realized this, as I am not sure what I would have done without it.
Being around all of these very spiritual people, hearing their stories and speaking to them about Christianity, I feel much more comfortable with the concept of organized religion. I have been purposely distancing my self from these organized religions, as I did not understand religion and what it was about. I understand now what it delivers people and how that is so important for many people’s journeys. Keeping up with the Queer news, it’s easy to forget that religion is a wonderful thing, and I have been reminded of that.
To tie up the training, we had a de-briefing/conclusion/summary. I had no idea that I could cry as much as I did. Everything just started to click. We are doing something amazing and I now know this for sure. I learned so much about my self and about everyone else in the room during those 3 hours.
Also, I have realized that I won’t be able to talk about Training, at all. I have encountered so much and I have had so much to process, I wouldn’t know where to begin. The past days have been a blur and I wouldn’t be able to do it justice, so I won’t try. I think silence will be the best way to describe the experience.
With more love than I thought was possible,
Adam